I'm starting to think all the harmful things are just meant for me.
cutting, binge eating, hitting myself whenever I have an extreme mental breakdown.
I feel so enclosed in my own damned body, my art is shitty, I feel like I'm not going to make it big (views on my channel have been struggling to get 10 views recently), and being isolated
So I think that I'm meant to suffer
phenorax
Yeah, welcome to being an artist.Its only gonna get worse until it gets better.With Art, with Life.This shit is natural.The only thing you can do is make an effort in cutting down on it, no mercy and no listening to the voice telling you to take a break or procrastinate.You are still young,make mistakes and learn from them.