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I think I'm meant to suffer

Posted by RyvChan - October 29th, 2023


I'm starting to think all the harmful things are just meant for me.


cutting, binge eating, hitting myself whenever I have an extreme mental breakdown.


I feel so enclosed in my own damned body, my art is shitty, I feel like I'm not going to make it big (views on my channel have been struggling to get 10 views recently), and being isolated


So I think that I'm meant to suffer


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Yeah, welcome to being an artist.Its only gonna get worse until it gets better.With Art, with Life.This shit is natural.The only thing you can do is make an effort in cutting down on it, no mercy and no listening to the voice telling you to take a break or procrastinate.You are still young,make mistakes and learn from them.

The woman shall not wear that which pertaineth unto a man, neither shall a man put on a woman's garment: for all that do so are abomination unto the Lord thy God.
Deuteronomy 22:5

Many are the woes of the wicked,
but the Lordโ€™s unfailing love
surrounds the one who trusts in him.
Psalm 32:10

@TheMiamiDeSantos the bible is corny nonsense
Me number:anothernumber

@BluePhantom2008 you're 14 years old, what makes sense for you is: minecraft, naruto, freefire, netflix